Child Abuse Story From A Little Mouse
by A Little Mouse
(USA)
I found your site by accident and I thought, finally I can tell someone about the abuse that continues to play through my mind over and over and over, and has for over 20 years. I wrote a long detailed post about what happened, then I deleted it. I still can't tell anyone a detailed story. I can tell a more generic one.
My dad started raping me when I was 14 and continued until I ran away when I was 17. There were times he was brutal and hurt me badly. He did some permanent damage to my body. But there were other times he was gentle and it felt good. I feel so guilty that sometimes I liked it and wanted it. I still feel confused by my emotions. I'm 39 years old and still think about it and have dreams that relive it.
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