Child Abuse Poem From Jennifer S

by Jennifer S
(California, USA)

Daddy's Little Princess: 
In 5 or 6 years ago
I shouldn't left myself go
When I see tears in my eyes
I could hardly ever
heard enough
to cry

When I look at u
I feel betrayed
When I look at myself
my misery will never go away

I'll never forget the things
you put me through
All i heard is to blame
it on you

You could be good
You be bad
in those years i
wish you weren't my dad

Give me a good reason why
"Don't tell me a lie"
Oh!!!! How in those years
I wish you would die

In my mind was cover
When i discover for what u did
I was only just little kid

How you made my life Hell
But to my Mom, I was afraid to tell
What would she say?
What would she feel?
Could my pain ever be healed?

When i look at you
my life isn't the same
"So please stop playing games!!"
Oh!!! How I wish myself to fall
I hate the way you treating me like a doll

When I hear the open door
i have no coming to fear nomore
I know you’re just ahead
but till then at night
Why do u keep putting me in bed?

You always put your hands on me
I say to myself "Hey is this is a dream
or doesn't look at it's seem

Why!!!! Why you always on top of me
would i ever find a light?
so i can see
That you been taken my virginity

I'll never forget the things for what you done
In my childhood it isn't fun
Till things goes wrong
I say "Hey i'm still strong"

Even though i know this before
So yeah” I’m still the war”
Like I knowing how to defend
Until my world haven't end

I'll always have
My heart
My soul
My blood
For better yet the war had just begin
But for me I'm still a virgin

No matter what it takes
I'll always keep my faith
For something that goes wrong
in this world" I'll always be a Soldier Girl”

This is my poetry about my sexual abuse, I wrote this while i was in the foster care. I hope you all realize how hard it is to live that. :(

Thank you

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